I have waited to see your face for 45 months. From the moment I was standing in China, in April of 2005 to bring home Sophia, I knew that in my heart I would see the face of another. At the time I found out I was pregnant with your little brother, was the time you were being born. I am so sorry my sweet love that you have had to wait for me for so long. I have cried many tears over you and have longed to fill your room with you. I do not know your journey, I do not know your pain.....but I pray that you will feel my love from the moment our eyes meet. I will embrace all of your sorrow and will look forward to seeing your joy. I will hold you through your grief and I will praise you for all your accomplishments. Hold on a little while longer sweet boy.....just a little while longer. I'm coming......I am coming to bring you home to your Forever Family. And I promise you sweet love of mine....that we will love life together......you and me....
forever and always.... Mother and Son.
Love, Mommy |
